But I’m good looking. Guys think I’m hot. I think I’m above average. My friends think I’m totally out of my boyfriend’s league and he never stood a chance with me. So I asked him recently how he could like the girls who are opposite of me. I said that I’m clearly not his type and he said, “I love you for your nature, not because Feeling not good enough is painful. But it is not permanent. The next time you feel this way, get curious. Explore it. Then focus on meeting the need or needs that you’re really longing for A. People say I'm pretty, but they are lying. B. I take a lot of pics of myself. C. I'm pretty vain, just being honest. D. People are always staring. I'm not sure if I'm so pretty, that's why they stare or because I'm so ugly, that's why they stare! Why do you see right through me? I live, I breathe. I let it rain on me. I sleep, I wake. I try hard not to break. I crave, I love. I've waited long enough. I try as hard as I can. Some days I wake up with a smile on my face, and just feel energized and full of life. My hair magically looks amazing, my outfit is cute, etc. Other days - my hair falls flat no matter what I do, my pores look extra huge, nothing I put on looks good and I feel sluggish. Those days, I don't think I'm pretty. 2s0TuJ.

why am i not pretty